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I am thinking of making this blog completely private again. I just don't write in it that much because most of the time my posts are debbie downer posts and I don't want my followers to get freaked out... lol. So maybe I need to keep it just for me and I can write openly about what is going on and how I am feeling.

It has been 6 months since we started trying. Just a minor amount of time compared to some people, I know. I can't believe it has been 6 months, it has really flown by, but I of course did not expect this process to be soo long. Regardless, I know God will make it happen when it is supposed to happen. FX for this month and that we get our Christmas miracle, but if not I have my annual lady dr. apt. in January, with a new (and highly recommended) Dr. here in Grants, who I am anxious to tell about our TTC process and make sure all my levels are code 4.

That is all. ;)

I haven't posted in awhile. Mostly because I had really high hopes for this month and didn't want to jinx it. Unfortunately that didn't matter because my AF showed up right on time. I think the main reason I really wanted it this month was because the news would have come just in time for our anniversary. I *thought* I felt implantation. I had some cramping 5-7 days after I *thought* I ovulated, so I kind of got excited. Also I was a bit quesy on and off this month... maybe that was just from Turkey overload? lol.
I wonder what it will feel like when I am REALLY pregnant.

I have to make an apt for my annual lady visit for January. I guess that would be a better time than ever to bring up the fact that we've been trying for 6 months with no results. I'd like to also get my thyroid checked, just to make sure that is ok. (My mom has thyroid problems, so you never know and I have gained 10 pounds since coming of BC, so I figured it wouldn't hurt to check.)

Oh yeah and on a happy note, Ryan and I celebrated our anniversary yesterday. It was the 2 year married and 8 years together anniversary. :)